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Tuesday, September 24, 2013
Thursday, September 12, 2013
worthless
重要得跟街邊的垃圾並列在同個等級多可悲啊。
安慰的話語說得太多最終難過變成自己的時候就會安慰不了自己
笑得再大聲內心的感受就會越低落嗎
鏡子中的自己何時才會有真實真心的笑容?
這樣的生活有多累人有多辛苦會怕自己撐不過去
什麼都不說壓抑在心裡的感受心臟就像快要暴斃一樣
說得再對也好看不看得開的人是我決定在於我的手上
大家都不希望看到的,對不起我也不想的 我討厭那樣的我。
總會佩戴著幾副面具過活那不是虛偽做作不真實 而是不希望大家擔心自己
假裝多好,晚安 別再難過了。
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
惡化。
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Friday, September 6, 2013
Suffering.
九月了,還有多少個月 還能這樣堅持多久
只是這樣的生活我過累了 頹廢墮落頹廢嗎
心事就這樣塞滿塞滿再塞滿 就是要讓自己暴斃嗎。
說的人累了,聽的人也膩了吧
所以就這樣打算有事什麼也不說這樣過著吧
不知還要這樣撐著多久 我累了我很辛苦非常辛苦 求救;
心事說出來反而得到的不是幫助而是責罵
當你知道你連宣洩心情的資格也沒了後,你就會知道自己有多失敗 failure。
長大後該面對的事情是不是越來越多 煩惱的事也隨之變多吧 那我寧願不要長大不想長大
悲觀是天生的個性? 好吧我認了 這生活過得辛苦過得很累 也習慣了
這世界上畢竟還是會有不爽我的人 只是不喜歡背後攻擊
看透人心你就會知道其實他是有多麼可怕的東西。
Relationship. Studies. Friendship.
I'm tired at all。
要知道把自己弄疼的人不是我。
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